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Monday, November 22, 2010, 1:12 AM
because i cant kp pretending everything is alright...everything is a mess..
my body hv been weak as heck.ever so sickly.. maybe becoz im tired..
yea im tired..
i wanna be selfish and not care for the rest of the world. can i be selfish?? jux be in my own world, ignore the surrounding. jux "me myself and i" like some ppl could. simply watch other people fall or in the process of falling & let them be. jux dismiss wat other ppl have to sae, believe that yur right and everyone else is wrong. screw sum1 else up like nobody's busines and leave them to sob. watch people yelling at each other as if its a tv show and nt get affected.
i wonder why i cnt do tt. myb becoz i care. i jux hv to care so much dun i? i jux hv to cheer every living soul up wen they're down, or least try to. motivate ppl & mk them believe. tk in watever crap they throw and stay silent coz it mk them feel better. fl disappointed at ppl hu dun mk use of their potential. run errands, fulfilling their wishes.
but do they care bout me? bout how i feel? do they even care to listen to wat i have to say?
it seems tt i have a postcard saying "vent all your frustration on me, curse swear all you want and last but not least dun listen/consider every fcking thing i say coz they're all bullshit" plastered on my forehead.
here's my shout out to all thos ppl hu sees that "postcard": stay the fcking hell away from me coz im fcking tired alr ok.. i hv alot of things in my mind & u ppl is e last thing i need.
~while most of them tk refuge in their homes, i wanna runaway. can i run??