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Monday, November 22, 2010, 1:12 AM
because i cant kp pretending everything is alright...everything is a mess..
my body hv been weak as heck.ever so sickly.. maybe becoz im tired..
yea im tired..
i wanna be selfish and not care for the rest of the world. can i be selfish?? jux be in my own world, ignore the surrounding. jux "me myself and i" like some ppl could. simply watch other people fall or in the process of falling & let them be. jux dismiss wat other ppl have to sae, believe that yur right and everyone else is wrong. screw sum1 else up like nobody's busines and leave them to sob. watch people yelling at each other as if its a tv show and nt get affected.
i wonder why i cnt do tt. myb becoz i care. i jux hv to care so much dun i? i jux hv to cheer every living soul up wen they're down, or least try to. motivate ppl & mk them believe. tk in watever crap they throw and stay silent coz it mk them feel better. fl disappointed at ppl hu dun mk use of their potential. run errands, fulfilling their wishes.
but do they care bout me? bout how i feel? do they even care to listen to wat i have to say?
it seems tt i have a postcard saying "vent all your frustration on me, curse swear all you want and last but not least dun listen/consider every fcking thing i say coz they're all bullshit" plastered on my forehead.
here's my shout out to all thos ppl hu sees that "postcard": stay the fcking hell away from me coz im fcking tired alr ok.. i hv alot of things in my mind & u ppl is e last thing i need.
~while most of them tk refuge in their homes, i wanna runaway. can i run??
12:52 AM
becoz i wan a big fluffy teddy...
so tt i could hug it real tight. so it could provide warmth and put me to sleep & tell me im alright.
so it could pretend to be someone i wanna be w at tt time. so it could lend a shoulder to cry on....
~if onie theres a big rainbow teddy bear... tell me if u guys see 1 yar :B
Saturday, November 13, 2010, 3:30 AM
for some reason i like this photo. it makes me smile :) upside down frown.
~i shall say no more. let the picture do e talking....
Tuesday, November 9, 2010, 12:34 AM
call me kental..yea u can call me tt, watever, i dun care..
damn today rilly is a "fuck my life" day..
so much for nomore monday blues for tiz sem huh.. it all started w migraine at 3am, woke up to a slight headache which seemingly disappear, only to come back after e dreadful E.Mat lec & remain up till now. the most suckiest part of e day had to be me blacking out during my run due to i dunnoe wat, couldn't be Wendy, she should hv been sum what digested my then. so muz b Mr M laa, my head jux aches & spin like crazy tt my legs tremble & i puked at e drain before i see black spots & everything went black for a moment. e next ting i realise nazmi was trying to carry me. wat the heck! tts embarrassing. & i succumbed to self pitty & sobbed as i lay on e mattress.. looser i noe, & i tried to act all ok aft tt *smiles* :D
~k good night. praying for a better day tmr. Amin
Monday, November 8, 2010, 2:06 AM
so life has been aite..
this whole week has been, well, miserable to a certain extent. from Mon all the way to Sun..
my stomach is killing me. been hurting e whole week. thank gawd it finally stopped. & for sum reason, me knees are getting on my nerves. & yes kneeS, both left & right. not forgetting headaches. sick, sick, sickly gal :(
on top of tt, have been lil miss bimbo. soo blurr sotong it rilly annoys me. sum how i fl distracted & unfocused. & i pretty much dun hv mood for anything. but oh well, life has to go on...
PS: i feel like crap.. i wan cuddles :(
~2 confessions in 1 week is too much...
& wat do you noe, we meet again. tt look on your face, pls dun let me see it again. u moved on, so show it...
-- sumhow u manage to put a smile on my face. & every smile means hope, pls let it not b false hope.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010, 11:28 PM
Hey you, recover fast fast ok! ;)
so tt person above ruptured his tendon soo bad tt he shocked doctors :S take good care of ur legs, so u wun be labelled as a "typical malay riders/bikers" anymore ok? hehehe :B oh & im sorry tt i almost "killed" you wen pushing yur wheelchair, its an honest mistake & i wasnt trying to tease u or neting like tt. my heart stopped serious :S bt hor u looked cute. ahah! k tk baik :B
*cheese luffed mah. hehehe :B
~get well soon dude! :D
k i jux like tiz pic..e pakcik at e background, its like telling a story.. :P