IRA NS! !chocolate is an addiction. lovelies is her novacaine. silat is passion. kayak is freedom. clothes is an obsession.
RB is love?
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well at least a lil organising & replacing unuseful bulky furnitures to more practical ones..
my room is soo small & cosy, i dun nd bulky stuff tt cnt kp all my thing, its everywhere!!
dun get me started w wat i call a tiny wardrobe. its sooo small my clothes are everywhere, i even have external racks. its a mess! :(
how i wish my room are like tt.. :( organised, simple, compact & stylish..
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ikea~oh common, if u can spend all that money on e living room tt is completely unneceassary, why not my room??? pls.pls.. O.O *round eyes*
(PS: oh dear future husband of mine, if its possible, pls fulfil my long time wish by get' a place big enuff so tt i can hv a walk in wardrobe. we can share..)
Raya recap
hey2 ppl..raya tiz yr is not as exciting as previous years..it seems tt as i get older, it gets less thrilling. its not much of syawal im jumping ard for, its ramadhan. i realised tt tiz yr. hopefully next ramadhan, will be better. i wanna puasa full can? :(
anyhoos..raya outings i muz sae are fun! & wayy more than i had. outing w sec skl peepz TWICE! the usual, ckigu & gang, as well as my batch usuals. theennn TPsilat! to coaches session & members session. the bus ride was funny! esp wen farhi started playing tiz club song. it got stuck in our heads the whole night!! then the bus uncle uh very irritating!! charge us alot then bising2. jux shut up & drive can! :P
sooo next & final raya outing is w CEKAK peeps. convoy bebeh. die die must do CEKAK! HOS! :B
~i soo dunnoe wat to where for e outing sia -.- padahal ada bnk baju boleh pakai
dissapointed & upset
i failed you yet again.. sorry :(
ignore my fugly toe nailsbecause heels are painfully beautiful.. & i LOVE them :)
guz wat..i needed em when its only e 3rd hs, all 4 of em! and its not even a rilly high heels. pffft -.- annoying!
~ haii, i wanna try singing an acoustic of i dun wanna miss a thing. haha but sadly my voice aint gd. booo..oh wells :B
tonight you're mine completely
you give you love so sweetly
tonight the light of your love is in your eyes
but will you still love me tommorow?
is this a lasting treasure
or just a moment's pleasure?
can i believe the magic of your sight?
will you still love me tommorrow?
tonight with words unspoken
you say that im the only one
but will my heart be broken
when the night meets the morning sun?
i'd like to know if your love
is love i can be sure of
so tell me now and i wont ask again
will you still love me tommorrow?
~ a beautiful song :B cheese loves it too :B
im not one who opens up, never was...
i jux kept quiet, kp it all bottled up, because i think im strong enuff to handle it on my own.
because i always believe that the onie person who could solve my "problems" is me.
it was only last year tt i learnt to let my worries out, told them everything, it felt good at first.
finally able to let some go. but unfortunately i find myself feeling weaker, i was not as strong as i used to be. wat mks it worst was the ears who listened dun have an honest heart, leaving me all messed up.
i realised that keeping things by myself is what that gives me strength. it is what that allows me to think, reflect, analyse and decide. by keeping things to myself, im hearing my own voice, keeping my emotions in check, focused, & not be influenced by others.
i realised that when i open up, im being dependant, i react in a way that i dun usually react. because my heart & mind is tainted by what other people feel & how they react. i get angry bt in actual fact i wasn't, i feel sad bt normally those things wun affect me much. & became vulnerable.
so now im back to my ownself again. its hard..bt i can mk it :) im making myself sound like i dun need help, i do. but i will come to u wen i need it. so in e mean time, dun try to squeeze things outta me. i need my space to think.
~ sometimes i find tt im a very wierd girl :B
