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Monday, June 28, 2010, 11:48 PM
becoz i ammm SQUIRREL WOMEN!!!! ^^~~ hees..Isa gave me tt name.. i actually find the name wierd but its cute!!! =D like me, adorable *chubby smile*
-PSK '10 is over.. good job cekak serantau!! u guys did well but next yr we have to be better!! but overall view of e comp... errr...suke hati korang laaa, u noe i noe everybody oso noe =]
-ohoh. yay me & amalinah! we're doing ganda!! wooot!! happy2 suuperr happy.. cant wait to fly2 all & we're gonna train early =DDD im thinking of following my bro's sea games move & edit here and there a lil bit.. we shall see how eh.. EXCITED!!!
-term test results: jeng3.. ELNFAS ss-poil!! need to study harder, & kp those info in my head! my reulst jux show me that i can do better.. not full effort still 3A & 1B.. but rite my 2 of A is a low A..risky, muz work suuper duupperr hard in order to maintain tt for final exams as its getting tuffer. Jia You Ira!
-Maryam cute laaa, " kak ira, u got boyfriend?". me, "no". "whhyy??". me,"why not?". "becoz u're pretty wat. y no boyfriend?".... ahaha..stuupid -.- but cute..funny la she. its more than tt dear, wen u're older & ur mind set is more matured, u'll noe :)
~cheyy..aku step mane punyer tue & matured! hahaha.. n ee! y kak ira?? jux ira can!
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(grabbed from disney website)Meet Cheese! my cute furry fren!! ^^
He's my round ball face mice (from tinkerbell the movie) !! heee (^^,)
He's favourite "toy" is his cart made by tinker bell.
His biggest enemy is Rainbow Bear, simply because Rainbow Bear hates him & always wanna kick his round face.. NOTTI!!!!!
~k ira stop it eh...
Friday, June 25, 2010, 1:40 PM
here's a lil sum' to e TPsilat pplits random but i feel like i hv to post tiz
" im not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, thru the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know, you're not alone"
lets walk together towards improving ourselves for next yr's IVP.. n ensure we'll come back stonger.. note that your ivp journey is not over yet, as long as u are still representing TP, its not the end. tk a real good rest this month.. coz soon its time to pick up from where we left off and move forward.. this is especially for the girls of TPsilat.. next year the girls will get the medals, next year we wun hv to rely on the guys to bring home medals, insya'allah.. we will show em, that we've got wat it takes.. but all this needs hard-work, determination, willing-ness, sacrifice and perseverence. ALLEZ TPsilat GALS!! :)
~qouted from im not afraid - eminem lyric
Thursday, June 10, 2010, 11:32 AM
tunggal. dun tink i updated u guys bout my tunggal/women artistic solo event did i? well i din win..like i hope to.. but i got into finals, 6th place out of 15.. well its an improvement as compared to last year.. i din forget my moves. for both pool & finals, i gave my all.. but unfortunately, the tittle hv been predetermined & i din quite mk it for the remaining 2 spots.i din show it, i was upset..my gut feeling was right, tts y i wasnt there to hear the results. i jux din expect it to be tt bad.. was i that bad?
funny how my coach tried to mk his prediction sound sweet. he doesnt wan me to feel down. he knew i wun win. but he told me tiz "jux give all yur best. show em how well u can play. the results u can not care *sighs* jux dun tink bout e result. jux perform & hv fun".
i did exactly wat he said.. perform my best n not care bout e result.. & kp myself focused for my fight on the same dae itself..but honestly, its hard to kp it in...bt i kept it in..i hv no regret..
so now e question is should i cont tunggal nxt yr?
u dun see it...i dun enjoy doing tunggal.. i dun want to, i have to...
eversince the first time i watched the silat comp, i told myself frm the begining, tunggal isnt my thing. i was not interested at all..
i remember th first time i had to do tunggal for PSK & i was scared to sae no. how much i dreaded it. how i kept complaining to mama i dun wanna do it while i was training at hm. bt mama said "since yur doing it now, then jux do it all the way. & mk sure u do it gd."
i trained hard, was given freaking 4 weeks to memorize everyting. i learned the tembung steps 5 days b4 actual comp. i made sure i did it good. wats e pt of joining if u duwan win right? well i got 4th where i cld hv gotten better.....i forgot...
then i came to TP...my main motive to join TPsilat in my first yr & actually start training b4 skl even start is because i wanted to compete in class A tanding. bt i wasnt given tt spot bt was given tunggal instead, i wanted to sae no, bt heck i din spend 3months training for nuting. so i took it.all the time i trained for it, i forced myself to. i din enjoy every single bit of it. there's no passion in every moves i did. & to my biggest regret, after all tt hard work, i forgot AGAIN..
so tiz yr i did tunggal not becoz i wan to, but i hv to..its like e redemption. i need to prove to myself that i can do tiz. & i hv accomplished tt..
so should i come bk again next yr to chase after the medal?? or should i drop tt & chase after another medal tt would mean more to me, ganda?? it has been my passion, my dream to hv a ganda team n excel in it. but i was never given e chance to do so..
~ & u noe, wat upsets me is the thot that i can never do wat i want coz i hv to go about chasing after the goal ppl set for me...
Sunday, June 6, 2010, 12:22 AM
here's a lil sum'2 i would like to share... wise words given by my coach Akhmad RadhiyanshahWINNERS VS LOSERS
When a winner makes a mistake, he says " i was wrong"
when a loser makes a mistake, he says "it wasn't my fault"
A winner works harder than a loser and has more time
a loser is always "too busy" to do what is necessary
A winner goes through a problem
a loser goes around it, and never gets pass it
A winner makes commitments
a loser makes promises
A winner says "im good, but not as good as i ought to be"
a loser says "im not as bad as alot of other people"
A winner respects those who are superioir to him and tries to learn something from them
a loser resents those who are superior to him and tries to find chinks in their armour
A winner says "there ought to be a better way to do it"
a loser says "thats the way it has always been done"
i may have lost... but i choose to be a winner.. & deep in my heart i noe i am a WINNER!
Saturday, June 5, 2010, 11:41 PM
SAMPAI BESOK! well...guess not........
my journey in IVP '10 has ended... guz i hv to settle on bronze. syukur alhamdulillah.
tho i hoped for better... i soo wanted to go finals...
n tt jatuhan...it was soo close... u should hv seen my face wen she din fall..
thanks all hu hv been motivating me and supporting me till the very end..
i felt like i disappointed u guys..im sori
as for me, im not disappointed w myself, for i had given my best..bt wat despaired me was tt my best wasn't good enough...
to the remaining fighters, ALL THE WAY! to the very TOP ppl!!
ALLEZ TPsilat!!
~ my eyes hurts frm all the.........
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don't be soo down & dun go about brooding k dear.. its a tough match everyone noes it. terrible twos n cheese turut berduka cita. & they say congrats upon achieving 2 medals! :) tk good care of those injuries k
Friday, June 4, 2010, 8:18 PM
Semi-finals here i come!! up against Liyana(NTU).. wish me all e best..my inspiration right now is Farah frm RP...she soo good! i wanna fight her in FINALS!!
yes finals plsss *round eyes* (faris thinks im crazy)
i wun settle for a bronze tt i won frm a walkover... i wan min silver!
~ya Allah please help me get into finals. Amin.
as for term test.. ITS OVEERRRRRR.......!!!!!
sadly am not satisfied w myself.. my theory papers are screwed :'( esp today's..
i forgot wat i learnt n cn hardly concentrate tnx to Mr M.... sumhow he's finding his way back :(
oh well... IVP mode ON again! tiz time all e way! Allez TPsilat!
~ wei! da holiday! jom keluar jom!! babbies! i miss eeuuu!!! :'(