just one of those nights where i sit down and stare into blank space..randomly looking thru all my lil notebooks, scanning thru e scribbles and stupid sketches..thenn i came across sum'...

found the lil note you gave me. i couldnt bear reading the whole ting. memories of you flooded my mind..i ended up looking up to e ceiling, replaying everything as though i was watching a movie. i paused to that dae. that dae tt i could never ever forget..

it was the dae tt i felt like shit. yes, i felt shitty, shittiest of the moz shitty shit. the dae of the great disappointment. & i refuse to blame you for i had conviced myself tt no 1 should b at fault except for me. eventho you played a part, it will go against my personal belief if i blamed you.but jux so you noe, you did play a part & its sad tt you din notice it, or rather, you din bother..

however, its also the dae that you became my motivation, tho you alr are my inspiration in terms of studies. seeing your blurr face pop out amidst e crowd,you instantly became my motivation. & fyi, it marks e dae that you begin stealing sum' from me......

*tts it folks.. im gonna stop here...
PS: you noe i noe, the public dunnoe^^