many din notice...bt couldn't help but to tear up during training.. was effing frustrated... during the running session, i had to stop..not bcoz i was tired, but bcoz i was in pain tnx to my injured toe... haii.. if its not a new injury tt affect me its my knee, if not knee, Mr M...tsk!

I WANNA TRAIN! train meaning pushing myself, improving! i always find myself stuck at e same level all e time bcoz wen i did improve, i had to stop as my knee got worst or run haf way fall out coz of knee or headache..FUCK LA!! & fark u hu tinks im making up excuses..i wanna farking train coz i wanna win tt bloody medal! im not hoping for a medal i want a medal, a GOLD medal..n moz importantly i wanna stay FIT..i've been outta shape since the whole knee ting! u might tink im crazy coz i dun seem 'out of shape' but according to my standard, i am..

i hv high expectation of myself & am hard on myself & this stupid tings jux get me frustrated.. i jux wanna run around like no body's business like i used to w/o worrying about pains..i may not b e fastest runner then, bt at least i could run..i wan those daes back, where i wasn't as sickly as well... -.-