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Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 11:52 PM
waffles day @ Gelare = sick2 but satisfied stomach :) Ama & Kamal worth paying for e waffles...they were suuper duuper awsome to the max!! MELETUP!! :P eat2 till cann die! haha..too bad empty stomach + milk = disaster... i couldnt rilly enjoy the waffle all e way as my stomach start churning..felt like vomiting :( but had fun messing w their minds! haha... faiz & i, esp me, enjoyed making e rez fl digusted! hahaha..tok bout shit n vomit & all..muahahaha!!! poor Alif & Kamal had a hard time swallowing their waffles! hahaha.. pleaase2 ask me along if u guys ever wanna eat waffles & ice creams ok! i giv u 1 ultimate fear factor moment! :P ~ spinning head..urgh...sakit.SAKIT.sakit..!! :'( Sunday, January 24, 2010, 4:19 PM
23janjust one of those nights where i sit down and stare into blank space..randomly looking thru all my lil notebooks, scanning thru e scribbles and stupid sketches..thenn i came across sum'... found the lil note you gave me. i couldnt bear reading the whole ting. memories of you flooded my mind..i ended up looking up to e ceiling, replaying everything as though i was watching a movie. i paused to that dae. that dae tt i could never ever forget.. it was the dae tt i felt like shit. yes, i felt shitty, shittiest of the moz shitty shit. the dae of the great disappointment. & i refuse to blame you for i had conviced myself tt no 1 should b at fault except for me. eventho you played a part, it will go against my personal belief if i blamed you.but jux so you noe, you did play a part & its sad tt you din notice it, or rather, you din bother.. however, its also the dae that you became my motivation, tho you alr are my inspiration in terms of studies. seeing your blurr face pop out amidst e crowd,you instantly became my motivation. & fyi, it marks e dae that you begin stealing sum' from me...... *tts it folks.. im gonna stop here... PS: you noe i noe, the public dunnoe^^ Tuesday, January 19, 2010, 9:18 PM
18janFRUSTRATED many din notice...bt couldn't help but to tear up during training.. was effing frustrated... during the running session, i had to stop..not bcoz i was tired, but bcoz i was in pain tnx to my injured toe... haii.. if its not a new injury tt affect me its my knee, if not knee, Mr M...tsk! I WANNA TRAIN! train meaning pushing myself, improving! i always find myself stuck at e same level all e time bcoz wen i did improve, i had to stop as my knee got worst or run haf way fall out coz of knee or headache..FUCK LA!! & fark u hu tinks im making up excuses..i wanna farking train coz i wanna win tt bloody medal! im not hoping for a medal i want a medal, a GOLD medal..n moz importantly i wanna stay FIT..i've been outta shape since the whole knee ting! u might tink im crazy coz i dun seem 'out of shape' but according to my standard, i am.. i hv high expectation of myself & am hard on myself & this stupid tings jux get me frustrated.. i jux wanna run around like no body's business like i used to w/o worrying about pains..i may not b e fastest runner then, bt at least i could run..i wan those daes back, where i wasn't as sickly as well... -.- Thursday, January 14, 2010, 10:21 PM
*singing* coz i had a bad dae..... no vacant cabs + full busses + wok to skl w injured feet + late for lab + 2 bruised toe still + itchy & painful-wen-cough throat + slight fever = BAD dae :( ahaiii....bt not all r bad la knnn... a few funny momments w my classmates at KFC.. had fun milling but was sooo nervouse my hands was shaky n i kept saying prayers...lol!!! 20% aint gonna screw it! && my thermometer almoz gave me a heart-attack! it reads 41.9degrees!! like wat the toot! lucky it was faulty...but i was scrambling about looking for a working thermometer to confirm if i rilly do hv such a high fever.. thank god i dun.. jux a slight fever...bt i dun rilly truz iCOOL.. e laz time i measure my temp using tt it saes i dun hv fever but wen i went clinic, e doc went nervous n mk sure it was jux a normal flu n fever...hhhhmmmmm.......... oh well.. *** im seeing rainbow... ^^ Sunday, January 10, 2010, 4:38 PM
9 Jan 2010: TP Open House performancethe tunggal duo minutes b4 performace..fierce tk? huhu^^ TP silat JIWO!! Zul & Hilmi + JuJu dg ganda Farhan & yumm tanding + Syidah & Sue After the performance, Alif, my bro, Kak Sue, Kak syida, Faiz, Yul, Farah, Oberg & i stayed behind at saa playing heart-attack, babi babi & polar bear. haha.. babi2 was e funniest game..haha! to my surprise i onie went up to bodoh level 1..huhu^^ there's a total of 5 levels, once u reach e highest level, yur the looser..we played till 8.30pm!!poor bro had the moz awsome book-out ever! go bk skl n play games..hahaha!! & b4 we went our seperate ways, my bro, Alif, Oberg & i went techno for dinner.. took bike w Oberg there as i felt miserable... my left feet hurt like hell!! *sobs* :'( too bad he can't send me hm as he has to go to work.. If yur curious wat happened to my feet..well i shall let the picture do moz of the toking.. So tts me & farhan playing tapping... & its prolly e moz stupid ting for me to do b4 the performance... soo yarr, had a miserable performance eventho i had fun. Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 1:28 PM
CONFIDENCE is key ladies.. dun let yurself down.. self-praising helps at times B) Neway, I wisshhh open house performance will be over sooonnnn...sooo we can start preparing for NP frenly n moz importantly IVP!! i wann gold medal pllzzzz.... i want e tunggal puteri gold medal to be mineee!!!! & class A medal to be mine as well...call me greedy..i want, i want, i want!! *grrr* hehs.. but b4 tt, gotta burn off e excess fats ( i dun nd u! yur weighing me down!!).. as much as i love my hot big ass (=P) , but too big is noo good for speed! so here's the equation " - FATS = no oversize ass = light = fast!"... n i nd to shape up my big thighs soo it will not b a burden but 1 tt generates power kicks! :) yess, im obsessed..silat is my passion & i would love to WIN! hu dun right? *k this post is ubber random... ----- stop hunting for cheese pleeeaaasseeeeee Monday, January 4, 2010, 1:40 AM
today esp is a boooringgg daee...thot of gg out w my babbies, bt figured tt they bz. oh wellss.. so stay at home...all alone...mama n papa went kl, 1st bro working night shift, 2nd bro went bk camp...haiii..sian..suuuperr siannnnn...but hey2, finally my proj is done! burnt my thumb in e process...tsk..stupid soldering iron..its nt shaky hands frenly..not at all!! *grrrr* well hope my circuit works..if not, im gona burn myself... i noe its alr late..but wat the heck.. HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D ***** raaiiiinnnnbowwww beaarrrrrrr......!!! :'( |