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September 2009
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December 2009
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Saturday, October 31, 2009, 12:37 AM
A mask i wore tiz whole week..Masking something tt i endured, in e hope
of not causing ne worries.. A mask tt i thot im
strong enough to sustain.. but e mask is slowly
crumbling.. i realise its not a mask i need, its you..
i need Mr D... "wat the hell is wrong w me???"
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on e bright side, rainbow bear never fail to make my day soo colourful & bright..i never have to force or fake a smile.. tnx dear rainbow bear, sooo sooo much.. giv more tronky to e squirrel to nibble on n she'll be permanently happy..if not she'll sob under a tree w her *round watery eyes*..huhu^^ n swit2 rainbow bear touched me..u criously came on time..now tts e true meaning of catch me wen i fall...hope i din worry u too much
Sunday, October 25, 2009, 6:26 PM
TSC D&D 2009
theme: Retro Masquerade
have u seen a snail eat before? now u do :P
pretend mask
yes i love screwing up my face for e cam ^^
otw home..mk-up tetap maintain
it was nice to see TPsilat dressing up... its not everyday that u get to see us silat ladies nt looking like silat peepz/fighters...chey2..huhu^^ too bad i had to wear sum' inside..end up look' like im wearing sari..bahs...e dress soo nice lorr...pfft.. bt e D&D was disappointing..well i expect it to be dull..but din expect it to b that dull...its not even a D&D lorr..its jux a dinner...i oni enjoyed e part where e NP samba ppl(i think) performed.felt like dancing to e beat like i did on Red Camp *flashbacks..awsome time* heees..many more pics in farah&fatin's cam..lazy to tk out cam uh..hehe
have u seen a snail eat before? now u do :P
pretend mask
yes i love screwing up my face for e cam ^^
otw home..mk-up tetap maintain
it was nice to see TPsilat dressing up... its not everyday that u get to see us silat ladies nt looking like silat peepz/fighters...chey2..huhu^^ too bad i had to wear sum' inside..end up look' like im wearing sari..bahs...e dress soo nice lorr...pfft.. bt e D&D was disappointing..well i expect it to be dull..but din expect it to b that dull...its not even a D&D lorr..its jux a dinner...i oni enjoyed e part where e NP samba ppl(i think) performed.felt like dancing to e beat like i did on Red Camp *flashbacks..awsome time* heees..many more pics in farah&fatin's cam..lazy to tk out cam uh..hehe------
& life goes on as per normal..imma happy girl :) *didalam sebuah cinta, terdapt bahasa yang mengalun indah, mengisi jiwa*
Saturday, October 24, 2009, 1:30 AM
liar..liar..pants on fire...?do u seriously do?? do u rilly mean it? or is it jux bullshit?
wat will be will be?? rilly?? is this it? u wait n see? no more fighting?
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the war is not over for me...im still hoping... thinking of ways.. still haven had enuff.. bruised? yess.. im a trooper.. i'll march my way thru..slowly...even wen there's no hope, i'll still march on.. even wen u shoot bullets thru my heart, i'll still march on......but hopefully, u'll let me win..
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i was happy, tho i wasn't sure...bt e face was a motivation.. tnx but no tnx..... n yet im still hoping...
Thursday, October 22, 2009, 12:42 AM
looserrlooserrlooserrr~nuting but a looser hu's full of bullcraps
im sori
*cnt breathe in e morning..sharp pain on my knee..headaches in e evening..giddy while running..vomit..headaches again..chest pain now..wat's wrong w me?*
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can u meet me halfway, right at the borderline?
that's where im gonna wait for you
i'll be looking out night and day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i stay
i cant go any further than this
i want u so bad, it's my only wish
*meet me halfway- black eyed peas*
Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 9:23 PM
school has begun!!! & im enjoying it!!! well mixed feeling la yerr :P*not liking me timetable..but will live thru it..HAVE to*
firz dae of skl start off pretty well...walked to skl as usual..& nope2 wasn't alone. heees =D tnx dear, for being such a dear.. luffed my way to skl..yippiee!! *thumbs up* ..thenn bk to boring stuff...tutorials, lectures, lab...& i had lab on firz dae of skl!!! awsomee!!! bk to seeing MJ face again.pfft -.= thank god its dfund2 lab tiz time round...i loik!!
aft skl was training!!!!! =DD happy2 soo happy...went abit cooockooo during e laz hour of training..was shagged n my legs wobbled n slight headaches..hhmphh! but2 e jumping was awsomee!!! relive my kiddy daes wen i was an annoying gal :)
2nd dae of skl....well i hv to drag myself to skl la kn.. skl start at 8am!!! effing 8am!!! to do wat?? to understand art...wooo aaahhh...end up drawing arrows n lines n boxes to resemble a road for my visual journal..& my tutor was "what is thaat??". hah! sori lerr my drawing sux! like criously...theennn had 'self-early lunch' w jing gangs!! woohoo!! like finally..all of us together.. act not rilly all la kn..Qayyum dun hv -.=
ok la tts it..tata
Thursday, October 15, 2009, 6:33 PM
meet the jing gang!!
im suuper bored now...sooo lemme introduce to u e ppl tt mk my life at TP or as a TP-ian more meaningful & fruitful....
meet Qayyum
e wacky captain of tpsilat & e good boy w irritating eyebrows of e jing gang..but he's oso annoying -.=
meet farahaqilah
the ever soo lembut sweet soft-spoken gal w a cheeky attitude..bt dun let her softness fool u, u'll b surprise of wat her head is filled w ^^..n wen she snaps...errrr..gd luck uh kn =D
meet fatin
e smallest gal in e gang..but she's more than jux a cute lil gal.. she's wat e malays call kecik2 cilli padi.. her voice double tt tiny frame of hers w tongue tt pierce & u wouldn't wanna mess w her..she's 1 fierce momma!!
meet farhancine
aka farhan hugo . aka pl5og, e 5 is silent
he's the man of e gang.. w a badass personality bt a kind heart, u jux wouldn't wanna mess w him..like seriously u wun wan to..unless if u wish to shout out MEDIC!! haha..kayy but he's a cheeky soul w annoying facial expressions
he's the man of e gang.. w a badass personality bt a kind heart, u jux wouldn't wanna mess w him..like seriously u wun wan to..unless if u wish to shout out MEDIC!! haha..kayy but he's a cheeky soul w annoying facial expressions
Meet alif
e gay boy of e jing gang..haha..no lah, he's a manly figure w a soft heart..a gentleman u can saee.. hu's abit crazy at times hahs..
Meet oberg
real name Farhan
he's like e 'bahan' of tpsilat n also e gang..haha..e 1 tts always being bullied..poor him..but he's a kind soul & wat u cn call a good fren..always fetch ppl w his bike eh oberg eh.. n he likes to do a pathetic step cute face(like e 1 below)...annoying xP
meet farhi
e ever soo wacky & zany & nut-so & crazy "bounce2" member of e gang..he's luffter will make u luff & he tok crap all e time..an awsome guy to be w & he's a gentleman too.. never fail to bring luffter everywhere he goes..
but when it comes to e life of a girl, i can always rely on fatin & farah..they are an awsome pair tt never fail to mk me smile when down & advise me w much wisdom...i love e 2 of u vewy much. muakz
& finally e bez pic of e month!! haha..tts our dear farhancine feeling soo bloated after a hearty meal..n mind u tts candid!! lol!!!
thank you guysterimah kasih
Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10:45 PM
is this it??i never regret rilly.... even after all tt, i never felt sick of em... e thot of having enuff has never ever cross my mind... tho it irk me, i hold no grudges..
i never think of myself as a hotstuff... tho i tend to say i am at times.. bt those are just verbal.. words without meaning... i actually felt tt theres a boundary.. & tt physically, i cnt make it.. i can only wish for it...
i never knew im jux soo full of crap... am i tt bad?? is it rilly beta if i jux disappear??
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a question was asked "what are you for?"
*my heart* : for u ppl to dump ur emotions n dump me for i am e scum of the world :)
Thursday, October 8, 2009, 1:25 PM
is it true tt sum things are never meant to happen???it seems tt everytime a reservoir outing is planned...it never happen.. least not yet..
dear god, pleeaase make my dream come true.....
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yet another stupid mistake?? or a mishap?? or is it rilly me??? or is it you... either way.. im sori... looser me... *sighs*
Sunday, October 4, 2009, 11:19 PM
Raye at ckigu's place :))
the first thing i asked mardi when i reach there was..."eh mar, ko bawak cam?? " hehs
& yes i love taking random pic fazwin...soo beware!! *grrr*
Dini, Mardy, Me!!!
Shafiq the boy genuis..giv me ur brain!!!! xD
never seen some one soo excited to tk pics before..hahaha
my partner in crime
duet
Mardi, " oh continuos eh??" hahaha....yes!!! i wun stop till e bagedel is redy!! hungryy!!
the end
the first thing i asked mardi when i reach there was..."eh mar, ko bawak cam?? " hehs
& yes i love taking random pic fazwin...soo beware!! *grrr*
Dini, Mardy, Me!!!
Shafiq the boy genuis..giv me ur brain!!!! xD
the kitchen us calling u mujaheed...hehe
alahai abang isfarhan kiter...rajin bekerja xP
mamol taking a break...mk sure u din wipe off ur sweat while making e bagedel mayn..we dun need extra flavouring..teehees ^^
Mardi: "eh2 amek gambar kaen..amik gambar kaen". Ira: "kk..redy?". Mardi: "oh serious eh?? haha ok". lol! -.=
never seen some one soo excited to tk pics before..hahaha
Dang!! was caught trying to tk a candid pic of him..tsk
when waiting gets boooring & camwhore is e solution.
*solo shot*
my partner in crime
duet
Mardi, " oh continuos eh??" hahaha....yes!!! i wun stop till e bagedel is redy!! hungryy!!
Syabeer has clocked out of e kitchen...haha...good boy help cikgu to cook..
i was sooo lazy to get up n tk pic w him..sooo...like tiz oso cn lah
the endtamat
(ps: lazy to type...bt hey2 pictures sae a thousand words rite?? hees ^^)