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Monday, September 28, 2009, 11:12 PM
believe in yin & yang???tt everyting hv its good n bad...??
remem tt time...i told u tt life is perfect??
well..today, is an example of e total opposite of wat happened e other time.. in which sum' soo good, turns to sum' tt u wouldn't wish for....
the day started soo good, smiles, luffter...e feeling of joy... eventho i wasnt feeling quite well, it was awsome.....thenn, e atmosphere had to change.. & i acted foolishly... i wasn't thinking properly as i was incapable to do so... & so i said wat i said.... &i regreted saying tt coz i dun mean it, its not true.... i dun wan e dae to end on a bad note...so wat should i do?? :((
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y all e questions?? its confusing.... im sorry...
Saturday, September 26, 2009, 8:54 PM
25 Sept
mission: disrupt tt guy's(e pic below) peace & get a pair of slippers for myself.
*psst..sori 4 mk' a mess..hees*
decide yuyul decide!!! either e red or white slipper jamban or tt silver slim havaianas ;P
decide yuyul decide!!! either e red or white slipper jamban or tt silver slim havaianas ;P
yuyul asking e "close-to-irritated" guy for his opinion..his verdict, "just take both red & white slipper jamban lah" ... yuyul: "both?? dun wan! expensive! & i alr hv alot of slippers.." , guy: "nvm la cn use to go to toilet.." hahahaha!! xD
& while she was trying to make a decision, bored2 me snap2 random pics.
& finally, i got myself slippers n yuyul...errr....well, aft mk' quite a mess & taking close to an hr to decide, she went out NUM empty handed..buuut! got herself tees at punk star instead..hai2
when macro function is contagious.... xD
& so tiz is wat i got...well not rilly la kn..i got it for free!! tsk...u sly guy!! tsk..nvm, next time its my turn to treat u.. i dun care!! *bluekz* =P
bt anyway, thank you very2 much k..its soo sweet of u :)
FIN...
the end..
tamat.
(ps: e conversation may not b accurate..bt close la kn.hehs)
Thursday, September 24, 2009, 4:53 PM
23septsweet sweet day :)
~an awsome2 dae...tho e movie is boring & e foods r like "najis"..hehs..its still a sweet day... can i have more days like tiz pweeeaaasshhh *round eyes?* nyahas~
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M&Ms.. Choco bars... yummy ice creams.... xD
Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 12:39 AM
im sky high! up up in the in the air, amidst the clouds....
finally it will b released....im so happy cn?? bt i dunnoe y..i jux fl soo happy
time rilly is a beautiful gitf...a very valuable gift
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soo its gonna FISH at tamp1 & movie in town huh?? great!! im excited :)) M&M cookies? u wan?? hhmmm...??? :P btw..plz dun doubt me.. :]
Sunday, September 20, 2009, 11:06 PM
damn girl
you's a sex bitch...sexy bitch!
bahs..hey ho...so i've changed my playlist..hope u guys enjoy e songs.. got 5 awsome songs for u ppl...4 of wic r songs tt awaken e other side of me. made me mooving n grooving & are oso e reason for tt pic above..while listening to em i subconciously wrote a note...so wats written there *hope u guys cn see* was wat i was thinking of/ imagining while listening to those song...hees :D
well minus e laz 1 la kn...i still would like to potray e 'main' ME..so i added knight of cynodia live at wembly stadium...my gawd its f-ing awsome!!!
(PS: if you find e note a bit wierd, i wasn't rilly thinking..e next ting i knew,i wrote sum'..hehs)
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blush..blush..blushh.... 18 again?? cereal w choc milk??? hees xD
1:12 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN
wishing all of u out there tts celebrating tiz occasion an awsome2 raye. May allah give u guys happiness & let there be no tears on tiz dae, oni tears of joy :) may this raye bring u fortune or rezeki..lets not forget those hu has left us, & shall we raise our hands to sedekah a prayer for em.. last but not least, may tiz syawal not be our last...soooo enjoy2!! :))
salam <3
(PS: tts sum random pic of me i came across..bahs..aunts bridal fotoshoot...looks fitting for tiz post u tink?? hehs)
Friday, September 18, 2009, 10:42 PM
mak nak klua!!tts e complain tt yuyul bby had to endure thru out our 2hr+ conversation!! hahaha..
todayy was ubber boriinngggg like snooozee....my dad woke me up at 10am for nuting!! -.=
& i dunnoe y i jux sprang up n go strait to e toilet to bathe...i muz b dreaming of sum' haha! soo since im up & fresh, goodie2 ira do sum cleaning.. *gasp!* i dunnoe wat hit me la...i suddenly did e laundry n clean my dusty2 room..haha..never in the history of my house did i do sum cleaning w/o being told...ira da berubah?? huhu^^
thennn as usual turn on my laptop n chat..but sadly no1 to chat w except for 1 person..tsk2... bt luckily yuyul bby came to e rescue!! she called me..yippiee!! hahaha... so we talked n talked, share2 stories n tiz lady ask me out! tnx uh babe..remind me of my initial intention for today..& tt is to go tamp1 n disturb sumbody..hahaha!! *evil smile*
soooo...i was like "mak nak klua!!" all e way...hahaha...coz mama dun let me go out..tsk2..heess...
now, im pretty much irritated w my nose right noe..
dust + sensetive nose = haaachoooo!*sniff.sniff* :((
tts it for now..tata!
1:24 PM
life's perfect in its own beautiful nature...be it at points of disaster or happiness... life's perfect
ever so full of surprises....doesn't matter if its pleasent or not..it never fail to surprise u
i never thot from sum' bitter could change into sum' so sweet so drastically.. guz tts e surprise that life had offered me...the perfection that life had showed me
i never thot i'd finally say that....i was second guessing, trembling, nervouse, scared.. but hey if u can conquer fear, u can conquer defeat right?? so i blurt those words out.. n my god, the truth will indeed set u free..
ever so full of surprises....doesn't matter if its pleasent or not..it never fail to surprise u
i never thot from sum' bitter could change into sum' so sweet so drastically.. guz tts e surprise that life had offered me...the perfection that life had showed me
i never thot i'd finally say that....i was second guessing, trembling, nervouse, scared.. but hey if u can conquer fear, u can conquer defeat right?? so i blurt those words out.. n my god, the truth will indeed set u free..
Wednesday, September 16, 2009, 8:22 PM
before
after 
in the process pics: geisha??
finally done w make-up
the actual shoot
unglam me!! *raw face*
Red lips *enhancement*
15sept = styling & dolling Mardi up! = FUNFUNFUN!!!!! :D
woke up early that day to do some prep before my 'test subject' aka model, mardi, came..heeess
egg-cited noe!!!! gorshh..so before we start, mardi chill of firz..she was like sweating a lil tnx to e hot hot weather..pooor mardi huhu^^
so firz i curled her hair w hot curlers..melayang-layang clips dier sumer! haha.. & things kept falling..tssk..clumsy me..ahai..then while waiting for e curlers to do e job, i did e make-up.. & e outcome was surprising..haha..chey2 not bad eh ira eh..huhu^^ she looks sooo hawt!!! *hidung kembang?* =P
next up, e fotoshoot..gorsh Mardi was suuper glam!! she strut her stuff like sum pro! haha..all i hv to do is point e cam at her, & she gets it & pose..powerrr!!!! teeheess
thenn at the end of e ting, mard said " eh ira! amek gambar same2!" .
& i was like oh no...soooo unglam!! haha..u've seen it urself,e pics above, fugly2 face..bluek.. so i decided to put on e red lipstick as an enhancement..haha..anyway i wanted to try if red lips suit me or not...& it WORKS!!! yeeaa! ;D
sooo thats it...layta x]
Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 2:55 AM
Tpsilat iftar = large chilli crab = large prawn oats = large stomach = senak!!!(bloated) hahahaha!!!
finally the day that many have been waiting for arrive...hahaha..sumer sedang menantikan nikmat rasa chilli crab..fuuh! maut...the bill oso power ehk2?? ^^ heeess....
well..i was supposed to meet them at kembangan by 6pm but obviously i was late..& so was my bro!! haha..he was e one hu got redy later than me!! ever so vain bro..hahaha *kalakan pompan!* =P .so instead we met them strait at e venue..but sadly we were seperated.. theres 30 of us! so we had to divide ourselves into 3..& that was e downside of e event... due to that it wasn't such an awsome outing at all...its rather boring to my disppointment..ahai..well least i tried to brighten up e atmosphere by showcasing my ubber dumb2-ness..haha..crabs flying everywhere *lucky it din flew so far away for sum to notice* hahaha..i warned u!!! ^^
then we took the MRT to lepak at century sq coffee bean..tt was wen farahaqilah showcased her dumb2-ness...haha..she slumberly alighted at e wrong stop all by herself! haha! & i thot she was fooling around so i let her be *dumbira* ... & shafiq went "OooIi!!!!" ..lol!! tt was epic! credits to farah's reaction oso la kn..hah! well tts practically e highlight of the day..the lepak session wasnt that fun either..ahai..oh well....
anyway thanks for the time guys..its good to see u guys again!! *chey2 as if i've never seen them for a long time* huhu^^
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thanks for the kind words...it really makes me feel much2 beta.......
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(ps: chey2 farah ader peminat la seyy...nie confirm bey hot nyer ehk2??? ^^)
Monday, September 14, 2009, 2:56 AM
eloooo....& soo i din rilly have a lonely fri and sat....was forced to go to KL with my parents and 2nd bro..& im finally back jux a few hours ago...ahai..suuuperrr..boring... (except for sun tho ^^)
11sept- fri
it was pretty much a bad day for me..i couldnt sleep e whole nite!! onie manage to slp after subuh..so wen i get e news that i had to wake up early and pack my stuff, i was pretty much upset...its like waking up a hibernating bear!! unpleasent sulking face plastered on my face all e way to kl
12sept- sat
sent my mama and bro to their course at shah alam (e main purpose of the trip) ..thennn its father & daughter time at Sacc mall *oh the joy!* -.= stayed there the whole freaking day.. from 2-8.30pm..my gawd was i bored to death..lucky got 2 atrists performing there, least there's entertainment....e most annoying part was all e yummy restaruants were all fully booked n we had no choice but to grab sum' at kfc..& e que was sooo effing loong i had to stand in line for 45min!!!! b4 i get to order..just great!!
13sept- sun
e fruit of the trip..shopping!!!! hehs..went bk to e mall to look for my black baju raye alongside with my bro's..hehs..well thats basically it la rite..jux shopping..n go Home!!! so tts wat mks it fruitful..i got 1 baju n get to go home..bahs
gorsh im bored to sick even this entry is boring..snooozzeee..my apologies :)
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y am i not surprised..e whole reservoir ting was jux u building sandcastles in the air...y do i ever bother hoping....
Thursday, September 10, 2009, 10:28 PM
hello..helloooo!!!
yet another boooring looonely afternoon for me....ahai...
well least i got such a satisfying news at 11am...i finallly get my results!!! yippie!!!! got myself hyped up on my bed *gd job ira! kp it up..or do beta!!* before i go bk to slp *Zzzzzz* teeheeess...
then comes e boring part...firz ting i woke up, helped mama water e oh so beautiful roses & plants theennn i sat infront of wat is now my companion, my laptop, trying to find excitement bt to no avail...
ooohh well chins up ira! u got exciting highlights ahead of u!
14sept - Iftar with tpsilat at Chai Chee Seafood!! chilli crab here i come!! weeeeee!!!
17sept - doll mardi up/ photoshoot + iftar w my gals + geylang-ing!! yeeeehaaa!
20sep - *singing* Selamat Hari Raya.....!!! =D
but sadly before i get to experience all those excitements, its lonely fri nite & sat for me..... care to accompany me anyone??? hai...tsk..tsk...
3:22 AM
goood morning!!! ahahs
as i went through all my notebooks, i stumbled upon a few poems that i wrote.. there's 1 in particular that i wrote during my most "emo" time of e year 2004..haha..that was 5 years ago!!! *muda2 da emo eh??* ahahs..well, at that time i was soo stressed out and presurred.. *adalah udang disebalik batu* gorsh. no1 actually noe bout tiz...well till now..haha!! so here it goes..
A lonely soul,
Has no brightness nor love
But emptiness
The emptiness tt robs aways the light from within
The light that knows love and meaning
The light that can only be rekindled by the touch
That is the touch of those tt is dear to the soul
Ahahs...till now, i rilly dun like e ending..haha...n e whole ting kinda sound abit wierd too...bahs
layta!
Has no brightness nor love
But emptiness
The emptiness tt robs aways the light from within
The light that knows love and meaning
The light that can only be rekindled by the touch
That is the touch of those tt is dear to the soul
Ahahs...till now, i rilly dun like e ending..haha...n e whole ting kinda sound abit wierd too...bahs
layta!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 10:36 PM
aaaaahhhh!!!!!! *bang* (sound effect maut pe..hehe)& so i dropped back down to earth from what i call 'LaLa Land' at 3.57pm.... "bloody hell!!! im late!!", and that was my instant reaction...
TRAINING START AT 4!!!! ahahaha.... but good ting i din rush, coz wen i reach, they're still fixing e matt's.. -.= biaser jugak...haha
at the end of training we had short sparring session..mayn was i lazy to spar..haha.. firz up i sparred jojo, along e way i got my bad knee kicked by her n my right 'mama' toe got hurt..ahai..but e toe oni started being such a bitch now -.- ouch!!! then aft that its farhanah's turn..poor girl, she's so light, i kick her, she melayang..ahaha! (k was jux exagerating, she din rilly flew) anyway she was avenged by me! ahaha..sumhow wen i wanna side her, my feet got stuck on my baggy pants & i fell oh so ungracefully....ahai paisehnyer..huhu.. guz wat goes around, comes around eh?? xD
thennn....faradina, Khai, fara, alif, fiirhan, diyana, shafiq, oberg, farhan & i buka at simpang bedok...wooo!! finally get to fill my stomach! was sooo hungry. tnx to e stupid planks, saket perot noe!! but but but e food like not nice leyy..lucky i was hungry, gua sental jek!! huahuahua
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so much for buka at reservoir ehk..... & another lonely trip home......
Tuesday, September 8, 2009, 9:06 PM
Zzzzzzzzzzz..............today such a booooorriiiinnnggggg day.....
woke up at 3pm to e sound of a bell..tnx for waking me up yarr!! sheeshh... & i cnt believe i just open e door w/o primping myself first..coz wen i lk in e mirror aft tt, *yikes!!* my hair was everywhere!! xp
then i spent my lonely afternoon w my dear "ideapad", Lenovo..adjusting e webcam n watch vids on youtube...ahai..snooozzee
but hey2!! i got e perfect look for u Mardi!! i sooo cant wait to doll u up nxt thur.. yur soo gonna lk old skl! hot red lips n pin up hair..gorsh! eggg-cited noe!!! :D *aspiring mak andam cn??*
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& oh mayynnn!! i jux missed an opportunity to go to town n hang out w u at simei...tnx arr siang2 tknk bilang per kn...u cn always wait for me to come back b4 u go off rite..even if u dunnoe where i was, my bag was still at e table...shheeesshhh! oh & its my fault for not texting la rite..ok la.. hehe
& then now u dun wanna go home w me anymore la rite..for fun... *not funny!!* tssk..tssk xP
Monday, September 7, 2009, 10:29 PM
auh..auh!!been waiting for this day to come.. & & it finally came! :D
Firts day of holiday taraining!!! yeeehhaaa! ^^
gorsh..i miss TPsilat very2 much. its good to see everyone again.. *umm guys, is it e 'cut my hair' season?? * hahaha...
Training was suuperr duuperr light *fasting mah* ...but half way thru i felt sick. my stomache felty sooo queeezyy. felt like vomiting *bluek*. on top of that, my knee 'wobble' again.. ahai.. pain noe!! tssk..tssk (lucky me, im imune to all this kinda pain...soo ssshhhh, i din tell anyone.. no reason to complain anyway, nothing that i cant handle..nyahas)
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e lonely walk home was e downside of today.... Reminded me of how i felt initialy...pfft.. what a suck up.. guz when u try running away from something, it will eventually catch up w u....
hellooo earthlinggssss..!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009, 11:44 PM
And so i finally created my own blog after much anticipation..huhu^^Lets just hope i put this blog to use and constantly update it *finger crossed* xP
My life is abit dull..so let me apologize first if tings get booringgg.....
Hope u guys will enjoy reading my post in e future &
for those hu read blogs to kill boredom * like myself(^^,) *, hope u'll be 'entertained'...
Layta!!
(pssst....tiz blog is still under 'construction' ...heeesss)